hi im tyelur. this is my new tumblr. this is my 4th tumblr. and the last one i hope i will have to make and i will tell you why. my first tumblr was hacked and deleted my exbestfriend. & my second one …. well, to many people from school followed me & or certain people lurked my page. then my friend’s cousin found my 3rd one literally a day after i made it. i couldnt express myself and write what i want without being questioned or judged. thats why i made a new one. i’m 4’8 or something like that, i have long hair the reaches almost to my waist and im known for being “really skinny” “so tiny” and thats what people label me as. or they say “you have an eating disorder”. honestly, its half true. i cant really truly explain it other then i force myself to eat small bites of things so i don’t pass out or ill just eat whenever i feel like it. im never happy with my body. some of my other issues that i deal with include anxiety, a.d.h.d, self-harm and agoraphobia (panic disorder). anyways i some how mange to hide this all from everyone. but, im here for anybody who needs to talk about something. <3